I really dont understand

I truely dont. I am sorry for w/e you may think. I dont hack guys, I never have. I went through all that last time posting my ini, explaining all my shots on the demos u posted, I even had an eye witness that could testify to my screen that nothing was going on as far as i know theres nothing further i could of gone to prove my innonence. Maybe im jumping the gun and its for another reason ? Just with last time thats all I could think of. Idk, I truely dont know. Was it the 58% lg sid mentioned on campgrounds ? I even was amazed and wanted to take a screenshot but didnt know which button cause i dont think ive ever hit that high, I watched the rest of the nite seeing if it was i was just on, and i was hitting high 30's in non hitscan maps but also in those maps I shot on average 25 more lg shots which would of lowered it too.
I was getting back to the point I truely getting back comfortable with you guys and being on teamspeak with you guys. I just never thought you all really thought that

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I guess i just really dont know what to say

, I dont want to be mad and go off on some rant or nothing cause noone deserves that or anything. I guess just all this stuff really upsets me something terrible, more than probably most realise

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